I wish I was capable to fold
Into your pocket, so close to you.
So I can feel that part of me,
Needing to be wanted.

I wish I wasnt contrived or
Pretensious
I wish I could spell
Out all the words you make me.

No worse than I already am.

I wish I was able to break
Because I'm so tired of bending.

This wish is the most desperate of all,
I wish you were with me right now
So you can read this
Poorly constructed suicide note...
Because my heart is killing itself
To keep from hurting again.